I was inspired to do this by a post I read a while ago on
Charlottes Web . I thought it was a really therapeutic thing to do - to write to that
messed up, confused, lonely person that most of us were when we were 16 years old.
So, here goes nothing:
Hello you,
Guess who?
It's you, except a older, much wiser & brilliant version of you. Kidding, you're still a complete fool most the time, unfortunately that has not changed.
I'm writing you because I felt like it was about time I gave you a heads up on what you're in for this next year, 'cause there will be quite a bit that happens - some of it is good, and some of it is bad.
Bad news first?
This year people you cared about and who should've been there for you will decide that they do not want to be a part of your life any longer, & no they won't come back. You've been concerned that this would happen for a while, but the speculation & suspicion will not prepare for the hurt you will feel.
The "I knew this would happen" does not make the blow any less detrimental.
Those same people will every so often send updates on how happy they are - the new baby, new marriage & new life.
You'll eventually cut yourself off from these messages completely because one day you'll wake up realizing how completely masochistic it is of you to keep reading these letters.
I swear to you, this does make you feel better eventually.
The next bit of bad news: At the end of this year you'll find out that someone you really cared about, trusted and relied on will hurt you. You'll forgive him (stupid) and it'll just happen again, and again - of course, you won't find this all out until it's all long over. I hate to say you wasted all that time, but you wasted all that time. The lesson you get out of it is that if someone cheats, leave 'em - really now, should've learnt that on the first go. But to each their foolish own...
The Good News:
Also this year you will meet two people who will be good friends & you will keep them around, these are people you will completely rely on during this time of hardship - even though they actually have no idea what you're going through, the times with them will be like little "escapes".
Oh yeah and you'll go downtown with them and get your Tragus pierced, and it looks pretty sweet, but you will pass out & look like a massive fool for about 15 minutes. You mom is not a fan of this piercing at all - be prepared for some shrieking (she'll get over it, it's only a ear piercing, mum) .
You'll also decide to get a tattoo, three little cherry-blossoms, & they are pretty cute (if I do say so myself) But it is incredibly painful & you decide you'll never do this again. And Bree, what the hell - just buck up and pay a bit more so you can avoid going the sketchiest tattoo-shop in town, kay?
For some reason this is not quite as upsetting to your mum so have no fear, but it is a bit odd isn't it?
This year you will also attend your first party, & you will have a ridiculously good time. You are not one of those sloppy drunks & you don't puke (that experience comes in another year, sorry - you couldn't completely avoid that shame).
There is a light at the end of the tunnel!!!
Don't be too unhappy, next year will be unbelievably great.
You will meet great people, go out too much, party too hard, gain a lot of independence & make some great memories.
& just wait until you graduate! There are so many great things in store for you, so many wonderful people & opportunities.
So....
Keep your chin up and "don't let the bastards bring ya down"
(You'll hear Rihanna sing that in the future)
Much love,